In the few short months you haven't truly heard from me, I've come to a few realizations.
Life hits you with fucked up things at screwed up times.
I'm afraid to fall in love, but I have fallen into a like for someone. And I can only admit it to myself when he's interested in someone else. This time, though, I can admit I'd give it a shot. Even though it leaves gigantic butterflies within my abdomen and I want to tuck my non existent tail between my legs and hide. But, alas, he's really interested in this girl, and I have no use in liking someone I can't have.
Why am I afraid to fall in love? Because someone fucked me over when I was young,